so half term.....

I have had a very strange week filled with horrendous lows where I seriously considered harming myself, at one point strongly considering ending it all. I am very lucky that I have friends and family who dont mind me calling them at ridiculous times during the night. I wonder how some people cope without those support networks that im lucky enough to have. My support network has recently become a lot smaller than I would like after being told that I'm not allowed to associate with them by my ex.

I can understand why he would be mad with me but not to the extent he is.  Maybe a complete veto on communication is what we both need to get better. So I guess thats one positive to take from this horrendous situation

On the positive side I've started to widen my own social network by joining local clubs to get out and meet like minded people. I've also become more organised as well as working hard on school stuff this half term.
Also my car failed its MOT. Yaaay!