Today has been a bit weird and my head feels a bit conflicted. On one side I realise that what im doing is for the best and that by being on my own im developing who I am as a person again and establishing who I am by the activities and traits that define me. On the other hand I miss having someone to go home to that loves me and that I can cuddle up to and feel appreciated by. I know I have a cat who is excited for all about ten minutes when I get in ( on the basis that food will be provided) but its not the same as going home and feeling like a housewife or valued member of a family. I guess I will get used to it but it will just take time.
Off to cry myself to sleep in bed on my own :(
DSP
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